I'm A Dickhead

Selfish -

Was only seeing things

Through my eyes,

Not yours



Stubborn -

Unwilling to believe

What the truth was at hand



Ignorant -

Wanting to put

All the blame on you

For I didn't want to believe

That I'd done wrong



Pain -

What I've caused you to feel

When I was blind to the situation



Accepting -

That I've done wrong,

And this isn't a one-sided thing,

It's not just you

Don't believe all that I say



Willing -

To try my hardest

To become the friend that you need

To lend a helping hand

When you're looking for one to grab



Hoping -

One day to become yours again,

But not by my will nor yours

But by God's alone



Praying -

That one way or the other

I never lose you



Realizing -

You mean a lot to me

And to have you as a friend

If that's all that will become of us

Is better than not knowing you at all

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I just need to face it - I'm a dickhead, and even though it doesn't seem like it at times, I start with the best of intentions. I'm sorry; please forgive me.

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