I was told before
This releases the pain
Unlocks what's happening inside
Until there's nothing left
But blood and scars
Another stain you'll try to hide
All of this is crazy
Like I've said in the past
The body God gave you,
Wasn't meant to be ruined like that
By creating a mosaic
The devil wants to see
He put the pain inside you
So go ahead and "set yourself free"
...Yeah right
And now I wonder to myself
Two things in curiosity
One will you ever do it again
And two is it happening to me
Will you ever do it again
You've done it before
Is there anything that bad
That's begging for more
And if there might be
Please think it through first
Because if you do it again
You won't be the only one you'll hurt
Is it happening to me
An infliction of pain
By having a relationship with you
Is this all just a game
I want to say no
I don't want to say that it is
But every time you hurt me
It's like having blades to my wrists
Yet, there is no pain inside me right now
And no, it's not bled to the floor
I've taken what's bothering me to you
And have worked it out before
I'd do something stupid
Something I'd regret
Something undeserving of you
And this proclaimed "S" on my chest
So are you my suicide
Or are you my life
Promise me you won't
Do it again