By Peter Christopher Raymond
Copright 2011
Your bare arm hangs slackly over the bed rail
And sheets which cover your gentle form are clean and pale
Gazing up at the ceiling in the dark and restless hours
When you're resigned to the fact that love has gone sour
Having studied you thoroughly enough to know your aura and your smell
And corners of your consciousness where your warmest wishes dwell
Where once you were a distant and unreachable curiosity
Now he knows your every quirk and tender generosity
Where once he was your intimate friend and comforting lover
He has now grown complacent with nothing left to discover
As I observe you from afar whilst I feign indifference
I imagine your skin's soft texture and the shape of your fingerprints
You velvet vocal tone bringing relief to my weary bones
Reluctantly though I stay at a distance and leave you well alone
To pull you into a strong and confident embrace would be wonderful
Alas we are both uncomfortable and far too vulnerable
Has I the strength in my frail and feeble arms I would lift you in my grip
Diffuse each wearisome care and bring a blissful smile to your lips
Yet I am neither capable nor foolsih enough to endeavor
In these sincere yet lofty aspirations in which I am not clever
Your eyes are red and swollen and your cheeks are moist from tears
Though you're no longer enticed by love's sweet verneer
You've pulled the sheets back to conceal your fractured feelings
Less open, spirits broken and a heart seldom revealing
Wearily awakening now as shafts of light cross the room
Sorrow has receded and living has resumed
Pressing on through the awful empty hours of love's aftermath
Sweeping away the broken beauty left in its' path
Cradling the shards of shattered moments of bliss
The fragile illusions of romace you once did nurture and kiss
You know electric glasses are good for reading in the dark. ;)
Hi Christopher Harold
Hi Christopher Harold, Nice write. Sometimes I feel it worthwhile to see the dark colours beside the mushy love stories almost everyone writes. "Shards of shattered moments of bliss"........ "fragile ILLUSIONS of romance"... " love has gone sour"..... again the lovely feeling of" bringing relief to my weary bones"
Again getting over the morbid experience "Sorrow has receeded and living has resumed" .......Great writing Harold C.
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Thank you very very much! I
Thank you very very much! I find that my dark poetry is far more frank and honest than my lighter work. :)