Hold Me Down Until I Drown

I pray you'll ignore this unseemly breech

As I press to your flesh like a ravenous leech

Absorbing the joy with which it is laced

While I taste and make haste with no moment's waste

A craving and longing for that sense of belonging

That relentless obsession and fanciful fawning

How can I stave off what I so desperately crave

I will cave like a depraved unsaved slave

Treasure each pleasure however it be dispensed

Consider neither cost nor dreadful consequence

Enduring the stares, the derision and the shame

No good name maintained or bursting into flames

Lying on my bed unwed as my mind swirls with dread

Weighing on my soul seldom consoled and heavy as lead

Days slipping away as hope disappears

So thorough this state of disrepair

My reasoning callow and my conscience calloused

Silently sequestered and surrenduring all malice

I solemnly watched as my dreams were debauched

So tenderly planned yet terribly botched

These grave and decayed displays fill me with unease

Frail foregone fantasies seized with festering disease

Behind my threats sadly lacking teeth

The bones disowned beneath these sheets

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nightlight1220's picture

I love "frail, forgone

I love "frail, forgone fantasies siezed with a festering disease"...wow...that is a power punch line, peter. Magnificent!!

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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

PeterChristopherRaymond's picture

Thank you very much! :)

Thank you very much! :)

SSmoothie's picture

Wow dude that was deeply

Wow dude that was deeply disturbing! Well done! But seriously, needs an authors comment... I need to know you're ok it seems a depth of pain Farr deeper than I even expected! Great write much eloquence indeed! Cheers s s


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

PeterChristopherRaymond's picture

Thank you very very much.

Thank you very very much. I've written cheerful and romantic poems as well as the occasional light and funny one, but I guess it's much easier for me to tap into my dark side. My darker ones tend to be my most honest ones.