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My Envy
4-22-04
Don’t you know I envy you
Too beautiful to be human
Too sincere to be a façade
And yet you don’t adore yourself?
How is that done, how can you do that!
Ever grateful, ever graceful, and always
Full of gratitude
What would I do to be
Rid of this disease, to finally be normal
It should be a sin to be Bipolar
And our so thin, girl!
Look how your clothes
Touch your shapeless ballet body
Perfect in every place never seen before
The pains I’ve already gone through
For my body, and I’m still me!
Disgusting!
How many hours have I breathed
Nothing but toilet water
And drank nothing but salt water
God what I’d do to be born
Perfect
Like you
