11-20-03
If I had a gun right now
I’d blow the emptiness right out
Of my heart
I’d make you regret
Everything you ever did to me
Every fucking thing you
Ever said, which
Did not fall on deaf ears
Only a wounded soul
I feel like an animal,
(Oh pity them, I deserve this)
Or so that’s what
You keep telling me
As I writhe and twist in this
Trap of deceit
You call a friendship
Warm blood from your words
Pours over my body
And the metal squeezes me tighter
I try to break free of it,
Of you
But if I stay a little longer
It will kill me