11-18-02
Tears squeeze through my eyes
I push against you
Trying to dislodge your knife
From me
You push- back harder
And warm blood spills over
The inside of my intestines
Why would you do this to me?
Please stop pushing
You're pushing harder!
I'm choking
I'm sorry
I didn't mean to lie
If that's the problem
Stop screaming!
I can't hear you
I can barely see your pretty face
From behind my eyelids
Am I crying blood or tears?
My clothes are soaked and
Black with blood
I feel you trembling
You tear the knife from
My insides
I would have screamed
Five minutes ago, with all of
My organs still intact
My mind is rushing
Quickly emptying itself of me
Almost as quickly as the blood