I didn't truly percieve the hold you had on me til today
Mixed among the sheets of paper, outlining atoms and kinetics
I thought of you
Pushed through my edge of consciousness - I was writing your name
I'd meant to write some theory of chemistry but instead your name lay clear
A hazy grey that stood out on the crinkled paper
Firm, strong and most of all - without a thought
I didn't truly think this through
You were only supposed to be a means to a very short end
Now you might be the end of me
I can't and won't get through this, not when you come so naturally to mind
You resonate within me now - deeply and instilled
Placed into my visage like a brandish - one i'll gladly wear
Now as I sit in this coffee shop, tucked in the corner of town
I can't help but wonder - are you there, can you truly be here
This question plagues me more than I care to admit
I'm used to control - placing an effect and able to retract my intentions
Placing temporary stakes around me so that I know of the inevitable end
But it all comes down to you - i accepted you without even thinking
It was so easy - falling in love with you
Yet here I am, scared and unnerved, claved open and undully unprotected
Nonetheless here, even for your worst
The eye of the hurricane, calm instilled among my mixed emotions
One thing rings clear, brilliantly loud and ever admonishing
I'm here, please be too.