CAUGHT ON TENDER HOOKS

 

CAUGHT ON TENDER HOOKS

It’s hard to understand why there is such a lot of fuss about human relationship.  Is it because of the taste that differs from person to person or the inquisitiveness to know about others?  Hell with it.  I don’t care what others say or what others want me to be.  I got my own reasoning power to assess and find out what’s right and wrong.  Should I be listening to every Tom, Dick and Harry, I’d make a fool of myself.  Nevertheless, I just can’t be too selfish and look at just my own comforts.  I got to look up a little and try to understand the feeling of others so as to provide comfort to my family, my community and even people who I haven’t seen.  Am I a fool to care?

Hi! The acquaintance that we have with each other is not that long; still I feel that it’s something mysterious and not that easy to cast away. You may take me to be a crazy character that confuses me as well as others.  But, in my heart, I always feel that there is a thread of intimacy which binds you and me.  I don’t know what you feel about it!  You may have your own concept of life which may be more realistic and practical.  I do love to have such a realistic approach, but it bores me down at times.  Hence I like to be somewhat different in my imagination to break the monotony of life.  I don’t like to get into a position where life looks dull and lethargic.

God has blessed me with all sorts of gifts like everyone else.  He has given me health, strength and abundant energy, besides the ability to judge and do things at will.  He has been helping me throughout my life.  Yet, I side step the track He has laid for me and do things differently.  Though I know that my submission to Him would definitely help me enjoy a blessed life, I am not inclined to have a life of that sort!  I prefer to be hot and cold!  That’s what confuses me as well as others, I reckon. You might find this concept a little difficult to digest; still I like to persist with it. 

Though, I have got a few other good friends from various other countries to chat with, either I chat with them occasionally or I find little time to spend with them.  But our chat keeps going endlessly. The funniest thing is; you and I find so much of time to spare! Don’t know why?  I don’t mind. Let it take its own course! Nevertheless, I find you to be quite astounding and strict in your delicate chatting style! I find you to be amazing in your soothing and tender words!  That’s what attracts me most, I suppose.

 

I know, I am being drawn to you like a moth to a flame!  Is it like bait that draws a fish to be caught on hook? I wonder!  I just don’t know.  Nevertheless, I feel as I am being caught on tender hooks! Is it for my own personal gains that I’m allowing myself to be caught or just for something else?  God only knows!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

 

The author feels as if he is allowing himself to be dominated by his chatmate on Net.  By the same time he is also scared of the end result.  Still, he wants it to take its course.

Ben 

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