MENTAL ANNIHILATION
Oozing out silently, my thought seeps deep down into my nerves;
It kindles my heartrending feeling and makes me lament so bad;
The spirit that’s quelled refuses to show upon my nerves; but
It stays so quietly and seems to recede gradually from mind.
Feeling quite numb, as the emotion finds no vent
I shiver and shudder and put myself down!
Kith and kin and friends and foes got scant respect;
Persons in plenty I disgraced and dumped as trash.
I’m just stuck and my mind is in doldrums;
Haunted and hounded by the hostile acts of mine.
Never did I think I would be paid back!
In the same old coin with which I paid!
There’s no point quibbling about;
As the damage that’s done is irrecoverable;
Too late; yet, it’s worth a try; though,
It has reached a point of no return!
Yet, the question that’s asked is;
How much do I need to pay, and how much do I need to suffer?
‘Coz, the damage that is done is colossal and beyond redemption;
And the demolition that has taken place is a huge ‘Mental Annihilation’!