DOLDRUMS

 

DOLDRUMS

My mind goes off when there is nothing to ponder;

Starts hibernating as if there is no food for thought;

Boredom settles and restlessness begins; and

It hits the rock bottom to be in doldrums.

 

Looking up at good heavens, I wanna break this shackle;

Yet nothing inspirational emerges, and I get bamboozled;

So cumbersome I feel, when odds are against,

Unless I eject me out, I gonna perish.

 

So ecstatic it was, when I had just enough to be preoccupied;

Too busy I felt, when I had too much to ponder;

How is it my mind has gone to naught?

As if everything in the Universe is invisible!

 

I know there is quite a lot to graze over; yet my eyes are unsighted;

What obstructs my mind is my sluggishness to think;

Yet, I’ll wait for it to conceive a vision!

If I get started, I know, there’s no stopping me!

 

Let me tell myself, my perception is wrong;

I know, I still have enough left and I am yet to be exhausted;

Should this period of hibernation is over?

I know, I will be back with something enthralling!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

The writer's mind refuses to ponder over anything and move forward as if it has exhausted everything. Therefore he finds it difficult to think or do anything creative. Hence he feels as if he is in the doldrums.

Ben

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