sometimes when you look at me
doubts and fears swathes me
but when i look deep down into your eyes,
for a moment, my restiveness subsides
when we are closed together under a misty moon
and your arms, sealed around my shoulder
and my ears would heed only your sweet murmurs
still, I am perturbed in my own little border
i wanted to slash your chest
to see who’s picture dangles within
i wanted to slash your head too
to see how your mind imagines
for there’s no assurance in this world
that can calm my disconcerted thoughts
your sweet declarations of undying affection
those are just words that cannot be interned
like a clear glass, my heart is very fragile
quick to crumble to the slightest nip
one thing i know; i would die to unearth
another name is whittled upon your soul
written 2/03/2003