SubTitle: TO FUCK OR NOT TO FUCK
you said you love me
that you would do anything
just to make me happy
and wounding me
would be the last thing
you would ever do unto me
the stars above were our witness
under the misty stare of your
effusive yearn
i welcomed defeat
and then contentment plays on and on
i thought i am enough, but i was wrong
your sham stinks like scents from
putrefying corpses smothering me
'til i refuse to breathe
what do you get for being in two boats
except to usher one of us to your
pathetic lust
when can you realize that my love isn't
that divine, that i can't always stay--
forever blind
to forgive you this time isn't very easy
especially when i've forgiven you
more than the times i caught you
burying me in my own stupidity