dark space of nowhere
cool breeze casting a spell
stuck in this gloomy cell
what is this trying to tell
I look at my own
can't seem to fathom
weeping and very forlorn
static mind within my body
tears falling in a well of empty
a while ago I was fast
but that didn't last
as I am now in here
in a state of unknowable fear
seeing my existence disappear
ready or not, this is it
thick clouds swaying me up
this is queer
I need to be chastised
I need a priest to get me baptized
Written 08-31-2002