I wonder if you are always like that
one who takes command without any demand
you seemed to be relishing to whatever I give
you are always geared towards my lead
what is it in me that you find so engaging?
whatever I say you follow without a warning
always ready to achieve all that I seek
were you ever thinking of your own need?
I tried to appreciate all of your strivings
counting the good deeds you are unselfishly giving
but appreciating does not satisfy anything
for that someone we want could not fathom a thing
your patience is drowning me deep into the sea
sucking my veins until your're draining me
I wish to succumb to an endless effort
but everytime I gaze it's HIM that I crave
hope you would understand that I cannot give
what you long for will never be fulfilled
you know how much I tried but still is futile
I'll just say a prayer for you to accept it