The need to re-evaluate my life
is causing me too much strife
I don't wanna be a wife
Don't know how to get out of this mess
causing me too much stress
Been in a loveless marriage way too long
guess it's time to write a song
at least get my feelings out
it's over....no doubt
It's time to move on
but not sure how
It's draining to dwell on
hurts too much....OW...
been taken advantage of way too long
am so tired of putting up with it
we don't even get along
long overdue...it's time to end it
he doesn't love me but doesn't want out
he's got it too good here...no doubt
he's a user
loser
abuser
when I say I want a divorce he says I want half
I should feel brave enough to just laugh
he's got a lotta nerve...
It's bad enough he owes me over a hundred thousand
that I will never see
for his half of the bills since he's been with me
if I had all the money he owes me
I'd be fine financially
but I don't and never will
I'm the one who pays the bills
and it's taking its toll
on my soul
I am basically the breadwinner and loser
to the lazy bum user
I need to divorce him and sue for what he owes me
not let him continue to live his life off of me
need to get rid of him a.s.a.p
Why do I let him scare me
into thinking I am stuck with him
how stupid can I be
to give up so easily
what power does he have over me
fear of the unknown
afraid to be alone
at least I'd be alone in peace
and the emotional abuse would cease
he is a disease
need a doctor please
This is really good, an excellent description of a midlife crisis.
god bless u for dealing with this for so long . when he is not around take everything and leave . contact a lawyer and the abuse hot line they can direct u and help u. god bless u and good luck i hope everything turns out ok sue