Special Someone

There's this ultimate guy

On my mind all of the time

Can't get him out of my head, you know

But my affection for him don't show

He's goin' out with this other chick

The thought of it makes me sick



Better start lookin' for someone new

Gotta start lookin' for someone who

Is lookin' for that special someone too



I know I can't have him, makes me want him more

Don't know what I waste my time on him for

He's not interested in me

What can his reason be

He's not lookin' for love

His girlfriend gives him enough



He can be such a flirt he can be such a tease

And it makes me hurt, It's like a disease

I'm a lovesick fool, It gets worse every day

Wish I had a tool to take him away

But he's hers and I can't have him

What a predicament I am in



I love him so much and I really care

But break a couple up, I wouldn't dare

So now I'm in a state of despair



He's a prime choice candidate

My love for him is really great

Although I wish he was mine

I just won't step out of line

I want him to be with me

But I know it just can't be



Well I'm hurtin so bad

And it gets me so mad

Know there's nothin I can do

To make my dream come true



I'm gonna take my feelings off the shelf

Start sorting them out for myself

Gonna analyze inside and out

Try to figure out what I'm about

I'm gonna stop hiding

And start joyriding



Gonna figure out what to do

And what it takes to see it through

Then I'm gonna go for it

Until I have it made

I'll be such a hit

I'll really make the grade

Author's Notes/Comments: 

written long ago...about yet another crush on a guy...it was so safe to have a crush and not act on it, just daydream or dream in general but nothing real comes of it but it was not real to begin with then was it? I dunno...

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fighter4life's picture

Excellent job on this, I know how this feels. You showed a lot of good emotions.

Ruth Lovejoy's picture

one-sided real but unattainable. Great piece!