in the swirling eddy that is my thoughts
how much I've come to love you
just keeps being picked up
around and around in my heart
the words tumble
as if in some automatic massive clothes dryer
toppling and spinning over and over
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
It's not that I really have any worries
just vague wonderings as to how
we are are going to manage to put
this utterly entrancing us together
I feel the process aligning to occur
time after time, I feel your very sincere
presence in your words
you are a man of integrity
you would not tell me things
you really don't feel or believe
you would not string me along
or mislead me
only to drop me in grief
your attention and assurances
warm my battered hopes
your faith and consistency
are two of the most solid pillars
of yours that I lean upon
everything I know comes to us
in God's time
you possess all the hallmarks of
what I would recognize as a truly
good man
these very qualities of yours are
'Path Lighters'
pointing out to my soul
whom I should approach to stand
by my side
from now until the end of this
latest incarnation of life
loving you I know now
through all the pain I've been through
is the most absolute right thing to do
I feel I've arrived at who I should be
when I'm with you..................
(May 4, 2014 632pm)