Alas, what a new day brings
my heart could not take the not knowing
anymore
so this very morning the local shelter I phoned
my so beloved canine they found laying in the road
unable to get up
a teenage boy called them to come fetch her
so terribly ailing now they stated is she
and in so very much pain the man gently
added
my heart broke a little more upon hearing those
words
for I knew what I would certainly now have to do
A decision had to be made
I took her sister Gracie with me
when I picked her up from the local shelter
and drove he to our local vet
so very reluctantly
In the car, I even got to witness my sweet Sophie
giving her sister Gracie one last kiss in the car
which made me believe she knew her pain was soon
to end
I held Sophie while for the Vet we waited
telling her over and over again how so very much I loved
her and how so very happy she soon would be
and I asked her when my own time came
for her to run from wherever she was in Heaven
to joyously meet me.
over and over again I kissed her dear elderly head
and told her what a good, good girl she had indeed been
so very much pleasure her furry loving being had given
to me
the doctor was so gentle, his voice so full of care
as he walked us through what to expect
as he painlessly injected her right front paw and
in a matter of moments to heaven she gently went
and this devastating event occurred at 405pm for me
yesterday on April 7, 2014
for 14 years and nearly 2 months God generously gave
me the gift of my Sweet, sweet Sophie
and as I tearfully drove home I thanked him profusely
for the unconditional love he let enter my life
through her rambunctious form as I repeatedly told
my Gracie all would be alright
she was not to worry
for Sophie now eternally watched over us..................
(April 8, 2014 147am)
so sad and yet so beautiful.
so sad and yet so beautiful. 14 years is a full life, you were truly blessed.
Yes I was and am.........
thank you for your kind words..........Sincerely, M.