I stood in my memory
before the little gray house
with the blue door
missing my grandma
like never before
thinking how sad it is to know
the house is still so near
to where I live
while she herself is long
now gone beyond these earthly shores
for more than 30 years
for the brief 12 year span of my time
here upon this earth with her
that little house in my heart
will always be my Grandma's
even if I myself live to be 104
I love and miss you Grandma still, so, so much......
(Aug. 30, 2013 1054am)
Author's Notes/Comments:
I drove by my Grandma's old house the other day. It is like 3 miles or so from my own. Though it has changed a good deal, been painted yellow and the old garage has been built around and up into a nicer garage apartment, still in my mind's eye I could see the old gray house with the blue door and could see Grandma hanging out sheets on the clothesline in her tiny backyard. I mentally took a trip walking through her house as I remembered it and even recalled the grandmotherly smells of it. I felt her presence so very strongly as I meandered momentarily through my memories and this poem was born of that experience.
Beautiful.
Beautiful.