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JOURNAL # 38

did you know
my longing sits with you
wherever you are
whether you are
putting on your shoes
combing your hear
reading the newspaper
editing some article
for somebody
or having a nice relaxing
soak in the tub
in my thoughts I am there
as my spirit companions
yours
naturally
and without qualm upset nor question
when you watch your beloved stars
over head
and gaze longingly at their galactic beauty
I trace your face with the gentlest
out line of my fingertips
the corners of your mouth
my heart's eyes know so well
the moon's shadow of your profile
I commit to consummate memory
for later sketchings in my mind
how must your voice sound speaking
next to my earlobe low and tempting
like a teasing lover trading an intimate
confidence
meant only for the two involved to hear
I drown myself in such thoughts
always that same goal
plays its harp in my heart
to be just a little closer to you
to feel that so welcomed presence
and know that I walk heart in heart
with this amazing being called you
tirelessly by my side
my days remain forever counted in your book
what deep moving joy such ruminations
stir for me within my inner most being
you just have no idea
that is
'Until Now'...........................
(April 23, 2010 341am)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

again.......written better than a year ago for a man I wanted to protect and now time has pretty much insulated him and so I can post this poem without any worry or censure..................

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Well said

Well said. Nice poem.


Muhammad Naveed Ahmed.

Pen name:Emmenay.

Yahoo email ID:Ambitious7

Initials: M.N. Ahmed.

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look at the date on this written......

and read the corresponding private comment writ! M........