he wrote his 'Graffiti'
on my heart
and now I am carrying
all that disappointed truth
he discovered
around with me
on my mind
it was a sad but freeing day
I've grown quiet and contemplative
feeling somewhat less
for certain now in his eyes
as to who I really am
is likely just my bruised
little ego
whining
nothing more
I'll get over myself
and find my center of gravity
again
and stand taller
for the painful truth about myself
that I had the chance to share today
I just wish it had happened in a
much more dignified manner
but I know its God who chooses
how we are revealed
not the other way around
it's better that he love me
in the full recognition of my true self
revealed to him
rather than
one he previously only assumed
was me to a far higher order of self...........
(Oct. 24, 2010 830am)
nice write
nice write
thanks..........
I always loved the title of this one........ thanks again, M.