no matter what feat of weight loss or life style
change I make
my 6 and a 1/2 months at Curves told me that
in your eyes I will never be
thin enough
healthy enough
smart enough
nor lovable enough
to deserve your praise on any front
the saddest thing is you use to think so highly of me
( I have the emails to prove it)
but sometime, somehow, somewhere that all evaporated
and I guess I'm never to be told by you just why?
(March 20. 2007 3pm)