know that
from a truthful place
my heart speaks to yours
it matters not
the days and weeks that have passed
nor the stops and starts that appear
and disappear between us
at overwhelming intervals
still your heart remains dedicated
to mine
your feelings pure
where I am concerned
we share a deep seed of truth
that just keeps blossoming between us
you are juggling such astronomical
circumstances
so much character and strength
you possess
I can not find fault with that
for family is family
and blood much more binding
than mere water/tears
and I am unable to fight my
own feelings for you as well
our connection is grounded in
some cement of what should be
If ever I doubted
know that I do not doubt any more
I am a true believer
in the ingredients that makes up
this amazing you and I
I miss you now more than I ever have
I gave you up before
feeling I was making good on a promise
to God for your safe return back
to your former life
for I wanted your safety and happiness
far more than I wanted my very own
and beloved restorer that he is (GOD)
you were returned
a bit banged up yes
but well recovered for all that you
had endured
my heart rejoiced at your safe return
but back then I dared not dream
you could ever really be mine
your life's path had altered so
you were even farther away from me
then your second return brought
you roaring back into my life
even closer to me than before
making claims on me I never
dared to hope you would ever one day
make
I have so much faith in you
you've no idea
its a being that just IS
between us
even if you are put in jail
I know you will
once fully free make a bee line
for me
these words of mine are to tell you
I will....
wait
pray
love
and best of all I will
continue to be here
where you all too easily can find
me again
so we can take each other home
and start our lives over
the way it should have always been
as one.......................
(March 17, 2008 503am)