FROM A TRUTHFUL PLACE

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JOURNAL #33

know that

from a truthful place

my heart speaks to yours

it matters not

the days and weeks that have passed

nor the stops and starts that appear

and disappear between us

at overwhelming intervals

still your heart remains dedicated

to mine

your feelings pure

where I am concerned

we share a deep seed of truth

that just keeps blossoming between us

you are juggling such astronomical

circumstances

so much character and strength

you possess

I can not find fault with that

for family is family

and blood much more binding

than mere water/tears

and I am unable to fight my

own feelings for you as well

our connection is grounded in

some cement of what should be

If ever I doubted

know that I do not doubt any more

I am a true believer

in the ingredients that makes up

this amazing you and I

I miss you now more than I ever have

I gave you up before

feeling I was making good on a promise

to God for your safe return back

to your former life

for I wanted your safety and happiness

far more than I wanted my very own

and beloved restorer that he is (GOD)

you were returned

a bit banged up yes

but well recovered for all that you

had endured

my heart rejoiced at your safe return

but back then I dared not dream

you could ever really be mine

your life's path had altered so

you were even farther away from me

then your second return brought

you roaring back into my life

even closer to me than before

making claims on me I never

dared to hope you would ever one day

make

I have so much faith in you

you've no idea

its a being that just IS

between us

even if you are put in jail

I know you will

once fully free make a bee line

for me

these words of mine are to tell you

I will....

wait

pray

love

and best of all I will

continue to be here

where you all too easily can find

me again

so we can take each other home

and start our lives over

the way it should have always been

as one.......................

(March 17, 2008 503am)










Author's Notes/Comments: 

just for me...............

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