a cold afternoon spent
in the devil's backyard
playing quietly by oneself
looking for my one favored trump card
'Love'
a mother's
a son's
a devoted lover of life in general
that I am
and unashamedly so that I freely admit
nothing harmful can touch me now
only 'happiness, light and God'
I am only more inspired by the tragedy of
my imagined surroundings as well as that
of my uncorrectable past
hideous beast that it is!
as I lounge alone in my cluttered room
to write
these incinerating visions carry me
beyond that which lies in mere physical
sight
my theatrical thoughts feel weightless
as they lift me from the personal to the
objective
inner strength is truly a golden asset
bequeathed to one by the very grace of God
alone
the beloved Father has freed me of my before
heavily chained creativity
in my body
this aging shell I now occupy
my hungered spirit expands
REACHING out further to the Lord
'Jesus Christ'
to me the two most beautiful words in the
entire world's multitude of languages
Happy Birthday Dearest Eldest Divine Brother!
I love you more even than I yet know!..........
(Dec. 25, 1993)