like a badly recovering
pagan worshiper
you harbored
perfection uninspired
lack luster drive
too far retired
confidence too sorely required
too careful of the pending consequence
your numerous bad habits
all too quickly on you
backfired
that was only when
I was finally permitted
to see you for who you really were
a very small coward hunkering before me
in a heroes clothes
and they were stolen ones at that
I didn't even dignify your presence
with the use of a single spoken word
for I was forever sickened by your
black hearted little man behind a big
cavalier attitude facade
I gave a hearty full bodied laugh of
relief as I exited your nauseating though
now non existent world
sunlight never felt so good
as it did that first morning when I felt
it again on my face when I first walked
away from you and out of your life and place..........
(Nov. 27, 1998)
Excellent description!
Starward