you know
there are nights when I could just cry
nights when hellos are ravished by goodbye
it doesn't seem fair
to let spill
such a deep sad sigh
where from even the guts of truth
there gurgles this fraud of a lie
I miss you so
you simply can not know
just how much
such want for you to be near
eats me alive
slow by slow remorseless inch
I fill in these hungry blanks in my mind
with poems
so to keep you alive
oh, but if you only truly knew
you too would cry
these same unstoppable tears
this life seems like little more than
a punished gift
ah, but one I shall all too gladly return
back to God
whole
worthy
and cleansed
and if I am 'Luck's Love'
then and only then
shall I see
my you again
but hopefully long before even that
this much I can at least hope
for as you know
hope is everything
to the all too human heart...........
(March 18, 1999)
its like a mirror and I am seeing my face in the words ... but dont know whom this lucky ...who is cause of your sigh? a very good poem and really like it ... your words are really feeding my soul to read... yours