almost festive
this new wall paper mood I am in
so unaffected by the colorless mundane
eager for sleep to take me a few more precious
hours closer to you
see, I love her ability of passing that
retarded interloper
Time
a little faster
but always
I love you more
your eyes trace my every thought
you captivate me
by simply breathing
your melodic voice could stop a thousand fears
from every coming to light
in my mind
you are that beautiful
so many times I hug myself
mentally close
feeling so blessed
even in this pain
of being away from you
soulfully concluding
you are the absolute best part of me
the part of me that I've always known
was missing
you met me at my worst
and loved me back into my so very best
in retrospect
you saved me
and the me I could have become
without you
thank you so much for this
my never having known you
would have been
such an unrealized tragedy
emotional devastation
at the highest level
never to be discovered
I truly feel
God so generously gave you to me
to show me in his awesome way of loving
how so very much he loves me
and has so obviously always loved me
looking through new eyes
its so easy to see
all along you were my one 'true' path
your name revealed this to me
what a beautiful revelation.........
(written Nov. 16,2001 330am)