I could never kill
I'm glad I'm not a man
and that Vietnam has never been
my own personal ongoing night mare
nor any war was ever forced upon me
why, I'd be called a coward
a draft dodger
if it were
and my beliefs would be called into question
readily
many would sneer
and paint my sensitive character as yellow
in their talks
I could never abuse
I'm glad I'm not a man
using my power and strength to belittle
terrorize
or dominate another
into my way of the world view
be ye my fellow man
kind, gentle woman
innocent child
or faceless countries
there is too much misery already
without one more reluctant, scared, young soldier
gearing up
shipping out
and puking up his breakfast in abject fright
of the looming unknown
upon his first full day
in country
I could never be a hate filled bigot
I'm glad I'm not a man
the south fell
literally and figuratively
in the eyes of oh so many
in many respects
all was put in the fight
for such a sickening reason
for the right to continue owning
and abusing
other human beings
I guess I will never truly understand this
least not while still in this all too fallable
body
so once again I feel I must profess
I'm glad I'm not a man
but rather this ever watchful person
I was for some yet known reason
born to be
A God Loving
People Embracing
World Experiencing
Woman that I am
yes, heartily so
yes, indeed
I'm glad I'm not a man
as a man I believe
would never have the courage to pen
so to command such words in himself
to the page
such as
just these words
alas
I am so very glad that I am just
who I am
woman.......................
(written Oct. 26,2001 1230am)