Not
a brother's brother
more so the first one to recover
Death
a not so sound knock at a locked
door
never meant to be opened
a waste
such an unnecessary disregard to
life
challenge
crawls through the tired blood
like a slow yet tempered disease
breaking down the will of the
embittered body as it poisons the
mind
like close knit families who mean
all too well
I am not there so instead I write
of happier times and one's yet to come
maybe a daughter yet perhaps a son
their very possible future lives carry
me out of this darkened stupor that
some choose to label as depression..........
(Jan. 30, 1994 pm)