despair so dark and desperately cold
completely surrounds my already wet blanket of
insecurity
scaring the literal life out of all holds on
every even remote aspect of before yet touched
obscurity
just what farce is this I ask with justified
reverence to the sky
while in my enraged heart there in trips the
hammer of failure that demands almost beseechingly
why?
incompleteness falters miserably upon the trail of
hopelessly distraught remorse
losing all its inward sight as it stares
bewilderingly into the light
for there are after all no apparent impressions of
before walked footsteps upon this gravely shadowed
course
day skitters about the ledges of yet before felt
death
simply ( mortality) hiding cautiously from confusion
and approaching night
with its fear of the exact unknown
obvious in every swallow and shallow broad sweep
of breath
so now so much lesser is the initial fright
then it is often good that we each always try to
wish everyone the opportunity to have one
as every walking and breathing soul still about
indeed should............
(written Oct. 16, 1993 pm)
very open and felt like poem when think of blanket... lol... well done melissa