too much, eh?
That's all you ever said
like that was all that there ever was to say
and in my mind I can still see red
but you always had to have your own warped way
while all I could do was on your snow white sleeve
softly bleed
as you stared back in horror at my long over due self
emptying need
I love(d) you with every pale ounce of blood left in my
proud broken heart
so, if you have any sense whatsoever you'd simply just
love me to myself now
Do It!
because one of us has to find the strength from
within to be brave
and it can't be me for I have to be the one who plays
it smart
by forcing myself to give back everything you gave
as well as take charge so I can once again attempt to
make a new start...........
(written Nov. 25,1992 pm)
Melissa this is awesome! I have been there my friend and I promise, it gets better everyday!
thanks so much for your kind words
and emotional support. Sincerely M.