the disease of stupidity
is terminal
I dare suspect
the heart dumbs down the brain
and the soul is unable to appeal
the ruling of what just is
or rather what little is left
remaining
as memories beat the psyche
with their tenacious cane
the aching fool refuses to die
sometimes the past resurfaces
to bleed bitter
and gut all previous yesterdays
with a rusty knife
stepping over your useless ashes
I embrace tomorrow minus all your
foolish games
I am a brilliant beautiful force
I whisper so to make myself
believe
you a negative swirling eddy
worse than a churn
you meant little more than
nothing to me
it was my idea of you that
I once so ignorantly revered
but now
I am totally free
of my incorrect and
quite painful estimation
yes my mistakes
have indeed taught me
you were never really really
real
but a self constructed
'Heart's Chameleon '
and such knowledge
unveiled itself just now
to reveal its self to me.........................
(Dec. 11, 2009 257am)
This poem is so good, I absolutely love it, for real :)