you still have as yet to correctly guess
so tell me instead what would be the best mop to use
for such a big emotional mess
If you knew the true identity of your anonymous
suiteress
it would likely give you a hearty laugh no less
this decaying situation I shall soon be forced to address
I hear hollow humor these last days in your lioness
laugh
so maybe after all my fragile heart would be safest far
out of the way of your well worn path
still you don't know how badly my name across your soft
sweet lips I long to hear in mention
while in any room together
with a knife one could easily cut through the tension
this sadly suppressed secret I carry
tears me to shreds quietly inside
behind my happy eyes and easy smile there is a terrific
hate I harbor for having lied
with no help at all from me this ill confidence by
itself could rip us apart
the hardest place to find and begin with in the truth
is the very start
please will you let me give one last though not perfect apology
I never once wrote in attempt to hurt, confuse or
wrongly disagree
I only wanted to bring you around to where you would
feel just a little closer to me
tell me what it is that I could possibly say or do
and I would do it
anything
everything
over and over again
just for a chance to start again anew
with you.............................
(written Jan 8,1992 am)
Hell's Nells, Batman!
It was the apology (the confession) that caught my heartstrings and I fell in love with your lineage...to produce such a mind to tell us, to tell us all the ways of being and hoping and denying...Loved The Write (LTW especially: "suiteress" - really?~~~~~ Lady A.
How beautifully astonishing...........
to read such a lovely critique from you and my having missed it these nearly 2 years. I feel like a toad's own wart. Please accept my humblest apology allets for not replying sooner to your wonderful critique. Your comments made me smile and trust me this past week I could sure use a good smile. Again thanks so much, most sincerely, Melissa.