payment in strife
a calm meanness
runs a muck now
only to crawl later
throughout my sweeter
unshared thoughts
but who am I kidding
as all my thoughts
get shared
eventually
I understand more of
what I am saying
these fast thawing days
Before
never shot up
such drug as acceptance
so well
perhaps the stilted reverie
may turn on me and recant
but Worry holds no finer stock
than the built in adversity of
Can't
and these dark awnings of life
that I've been living under
are being renovated with each
new degree of
self esteem realized
self esteem earned and
self esteem regained
speak no evil to the face of
chance
and chance won't even care enough
to think to intervene
and the once weariness will finally
grow strong enough wings
alas
to fly far far away
teaching the soul
that Life is a body of many lessons
yet to be learned
built on the ever shifting foundation
of consequence
so take plenty of notes as you go......
(Oct 7,2000 2pm)
LA TIME!
I really liked this.