garden of impurity
rapture damns the mind
you speak to me with such sweet pain in your near every word
I am need wearing the coat of bliss
ecstacy harrassed by seperation
worry has so much to answer for
I long for the day to day mediocrity and angst that your eyes so generously promise
I am defeat wearing the crown of hope
memory itself fighting to NOT forget the taste of your fingers shushing my lips as you begged me not to cry
I can still hear the silent words your eyes spoke so eloquently into my soul
right before I turned to go into that un-life-like airport
circumstance dragged me so cruelly away and though I am here now thousands of miles from you
know in my soul and HEART
I NEVER left your side that hot muggy night in that Bombay airport's parking lot......
Aug 1,2001(1235am)