CALMING THE ASSAULT OF WORRY

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sensational depression



my head in a morning spin



a jumble of disconnected thoughts



deep loss so constantly felt



one word eases the churning



SATYA



like insight in the moment gained



many obstacles ahead



but so much possibility and incredible breathless joy



unsweatable hands wringing in tears of endless litany



when will it end?



why does it have to be this way?



how long until we are alas together?



where is he now?



what is he doing?



soon my frazzled soul whispers back



to calm the assault of worry



soon he will be here



remember he loves you soooooo much



soon he's giving you his name just to show you how much so



just hold on



still so in love are we



this helps me hold on



the test is nearly over



I feel we've both passed.



Oct.26,2001 (1am)

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