agony
never leaves
it is the threads
that bind our souls
tighter into this reality
pain
humiliation
suffering
cruelty
and neglect
are a highly decorated force
of the ever present negative
hearts bear an x amount of crosses
everyday
and somehow
man manages to muck his way through
happiness can be so fleeting
if the soul is not long aware
a glass ceiling in the mind
screams please break me
let the soul self tell me what
I should do
but that cannot occur
cause man must do for himself
his soul is but a silent influencing
partner
who knows the hows and the whys
it's better not to come forth
the body vehicle too at its own level
must evolve
the whole of the human trek is an
intricate maze of lessons for the
progression of the soul
when it hurts the most
and you feel the weight will crush you
there are vast complex though yet known
reasons for everything that happens
savor this carefully revealed knowledge
let it be a beacon to you
in water where other light won't go
that's the soul self taking care of you
(Sept.10,2000 10pm)