much loss spoke to me today
more quietly acquired
than could ever scream
to be found
with words of wrath
and wounds of bitter glee
I knew this man once
and today I know him even better
but perhaps its not him exactly
but where his path propelled him
to speak from
a paper platform that vanished
into a mysteriously open yet churning
always churning sea
I never suspected such admirable
circumspect
unbeknownst I'm sure to him
such beauty spoke from his pain
one soul
waxing woe
an immigrant missing of its own raw
existence
I feel so blessed to hear
such unspoken fact
hands with no gloves
only today reach out to slap me
not to hurt but wake me up
where before they only wished to hold
and perhaps attempt to satisfy me
from one old soul speaking back to
another
I'm a modified hope
an earring on the ear of the moon
if I can find a way to spin and quite
so spectacturally
joy to you too in your lowest eb shall
not flea
I love YOU Bart
I hope that can be enough for the likes of
this newly re-acquired you and me
we've known each other forever I'll bet
ere long before we took our first breaths
but I realized only just today
you are the soul gold I always suspected
you to be..............thank you for that
(written Dec 18,2002)