I miss me so much
silence
bitter refuse
in my overshadowed mind
looking for faces
that only my soul's memory knows
pebbling recrimination's lull
alone
night stalking my heartache
a stone's tears
bleed even numbness raw
the magic died
(if it was ever even there!)
starved to death it likely was
by our inability to make each other
understand
the others
most necessary needs....
(May 8,2000 645pm)