fluent is my love
this master
I call soul
tame is my vessel of truth
belying the force
of all I wish to know
a season of subterfuge
lying brittle in its
old wrappings
such package I refuse
to carry with me
knowingly
anymore
for I rebuild what I uncover
and weep tears of laughter
for my plight
my reactions to all are
twenty plenty
unfaked and folded neatly
at a far less frightful
distance
like some swelling ailing
shipwreck
ignoring the song of the
pending rocks ahead
such virtues of impurity
could write chapters on
the subject of
personal goals
though so many pages in myself
lay yet written to be
so fully read
tomorrow though
is indeed another instructor
who will teach me
all she cares for me to learn
at her hand
I simply must wait and listen
as God sends us our lessons
but only in his own time
meaning for me
this moment is mine to explore
through a wealth of unorchestrated
magic
I bring all forth to the page
in the exposement of my
most vulnerable core
that of
my inner most thoughts....
(June 30,th 2001 945pm)