drugs are not the way
remission is guilt
confronted at last
in the back lash
of personal destruction
true self awareness
allowed to break free
from the constraints of
the vicious dark human cycles
that have been permitted for form
for far too long
in the land fill of the mind
here it signs of these very markers
that can give man back some of his
precious center
the unbroken ground of free will
though as the addict stumbles and tumbles
through
such self made maze of near inoperable despair
self hatred rises
to the surface of expression
and the addict wallows in such heavy cloak daily
as acid
cocaine
heroine
and alcohol
all transform themselves into
'The Drano Of Tom Foolery' that they are
which more and more is robbing society
not only of the thought to be unwanted
throw aways anymore
but the much more viable inmates as well
the respectable ranks of
doctors
lawyers
accountants
military personnel
and prominent businessmen
are now stolen from us
in alarming numbers
theres no true quick fix
all the answers can only be found
one at a time
deep in the soul of our selves
it truly is
survival of the fittest
and quite often
the biggest lesson taught to one's soul
is only found in the stupidest choices
and worst mistakes imaginable
that he the all too fallible human
can make
and for such fallen persons
pity should never be revealed
as no blind enabler
serves any true good
least of all to a desperate addict
give them tools to help pull themselves up
and out
not another reason to fall back into it all
again............................
(written Aug. 21, 2001 5am)