is it not concise or correct
to say lord, I'm dying for a cigarette
one lives to breathe in those nefarious narcotic
lased flames
one commonly knows this and never merely presumes
yours truly wording this pen pal like piece shouldn't
be smoking
I know precious life out of myself I am daily choking
but to quit oh you spitless fool
surely you must be joking
you've stepped a step too far into my psyche
you are painfully poking
writing this down pits me against any self denial
t'is best to tip toe passed my short temper so not
to arouse it should it feel in the mood for a good
rile
explain to me my best acceptable option
I must place this commitment under my sole
adoption
help me to help myself to break this horrid habit
for I plan to in its bud neatly nab it
now, LEAVE ME
for I am destined to be left
all my literal life............
(written April 11,1991)
35 years of smoking I can relate, tried cold turkey no good migranes and shakes now using Welbutrin which cut down craves. Not off them totally yet but slow but sure yeah I can relate........