Invisible
I wished I was
Somebody else
Today anybody
Except who I am
For today or not
To exist at all.
In some many ways On days like
Today I just
Wish I could
Disappear from
This life and never
Come back. It just
Hurts me to see
The kids get on her
Nerves especially
This one she keeps
a lot. She’s awful
And I’m not saying
It’s the child’s fault
At all because it’s not
Her mom pets her
Shows her no structure
And just lets her do
What she pleases
While her daddy tries
To correct her.
I’m mad at
Myself for letting
The stress from today
Break me and bring
Tears to my eyes but I know
Even the strongest people breakdown
And cry at times.
March 6th 2009