You love making me miserable
I knew I was celebrating
Too soon for me to completely
For awhile but I was so
Hoping this time around
Will be different.
I feel like you
Treat me this way
Mainly because
You love the feeling
You get when you
Take over my mind
And body and make it
Jerk uncontrollably
For a minute or so
And drain me of all
My energy. Even though
I can feel you trying to build
Up enough strength
To form another
Seizure in my body.
Even though I can
Feel you camping out
In my muscles as always
And I know you’re always
Waiting for the right moment
And time to show me your
Devilish present even though
I know the chances of you
Or stronger then you not
Sharing you’re grace with me
At all I always have to tell myself
That I have the power to make you
so weak you’ll become afraid of me
And you never get the nerve to
Come near me again.
But I know in my heart
You play a much evil game
March 5th 2009
Wow! speechless! This is such
Wow! speechless! This is such a powerful poem. though the second line is cut off. I have some injuries that create spasms in my body. Its like you took the words right out of my mouth. I guess the hardest part is that you know its coming, always uninvited and at the worst possible times. God bless and may you continue to have the strength to over come. Wonderful write.
If its possible, no matter what it always starts with a dream!