The more I try the more I fail.
I thought today was
Going to be better
Then yesterday
Since 2 of my friends
Came by to visit
And mom said the
Doctor said everything
Looked okay as far
As she can tell they’d
Have her test in a few days.
She did tell mom that
She has bad nerve
Damage in one of her
Hands I feel like I’m to blame
For that if I had come into my
Parents they would probably
Like they were 20 after all that
Years they wouldn’t have
Struggled and nearly killed themselves
Into the ground to make I had a
Good life. Mom gets tired
And ill at times. I try
To help her forget
Everything
Nut all she’ll say is
Just get away and leave me
Along I want to help her
Feel better and thoughts
But I can’t if she won’t let me
Sept 25th 2008