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I should’ve told them
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thoughts & feelings I should’ve told them
I know great
Parent worries
About their children a lot
But I know my parents
Probably worry about me
Even more then usual because I’m disabled.
They would never say that but
I can sense it in their words. I
Know they worry about certain
People trying to take the things
They left for me when they’re
Call to be with god on that
Special day! I know it was
Real hard for them to hear
Me tell them my birth mom
Basely admit her wild actions
Is the main reason I have
Cp. I can mom tell sits and thinks
About it sometime and she probably
Says it’s so unfair that
My daughter has to suffer
For another’s mistake
I can tell she gets angry
About the fact that I’m going
Always need help with certain
Things and I get angry about
It too at moments. But I know
Deep down getting angry
About my disability is going
To change anything or make
Me magically walk tomorrow.
If I knew anger would cure me of
Cp I’d stay angry till I got rid of my
Cp. Looking back I wished I’d never
Told them any of the things my birth
Mom said to me. I feel kind of responsible
For my birth mom actions in a way
I feel like if I hadn’t
Said yes to meeting
Her when I was 17 teen
None of this would’ve
Ever taken place!
It wasn’t an easy choice for me
Because I knew she would probably
Cause problems for me but I did
It only so I’d learn my family
History. Deep down I know
I’m not responsible for my
Birth mom’s actions but
I kind feel like I am in a way
Oct 29th 2008
