I don’t know.
I use to respect
You a lot I think of you
As kind of a second
Dad at one time. But
The comments you’ve
Made to me in the past and lately
you Killed all the respect
And love I once had
For you. I know you’ve
Had some hard times in your
Life these past few years with
One of your best friends getting killed
By a drunk driving. You use to call
All the heavy set women in the family fat.
I know guys look at women different then
Then they do men being over weight. But you telling us We’re were fat didn’t help our self esteem
And made us self conscious
About our bodies in many ways but
That’s okay I let that go.
When you ask me what
Are you going to do when
Your mom can’t lift you
Any longer? When I told you I
Didn’t know I live for today and
Never think about to tomorrow because
Tomorrow may never come. Still
You kept pressing the question I
Know you might only trying to help
Us. But not many people understand
What mom and going through daily you say
You feel my pain That’s why you were trying to think of A way to help us but you’re going about it the Wrong way. When you press questions like
That on me it makes me think. If I hadn’t
Came along maybe mom and daddy would
Be in better health if it wasn’t for me.
Or t maybe me coming into this family
Was just a bad mistake in the first place.
Nov 11th 2008