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A day I wish never came



Today is a day I wish

I could erase or change

Those 4 words mom

Said to me. She said

I hate to tell you this

I could tell she really did hate

To tell me by the tone in her voice.

She said I came across Sam’s grandmother number

For the first in 5 years or more today.

For those of you that don’t know who Sam was

She was my best friend at the handicapped school

I attendant for awhile

Before the teachers decided I

Was smart enough to

Attend regular school.

She had CP a lot worse then

Me she couldn’t talk feed herself

Or anything of that nature. But she was smart and she

Knew everything that going on.

Mom said I hate to even tell you

This but sam will be dead 2 years

This Christmas! I was in shock.

It felt like my heart had stopped beating

And the world became still.

Part of was happy for her

I knew she wasn’t suffering

Anymore. But the other part

Of me wanted to give up and

Be dead with her. But I know

That wouldn’t help anybody.

But I shut the door to apart of me

For Forever today!

I will always miss her

And love her and

Think of her especially

When I think things get

Too tough for me to handle.

I will remember her

Strength, courage, and

Those things her soul is in heaven

I know but her spirit will never die along

As I’m alive!

June 19th 2007