I must say
Hey Steve I hope
These words I’m
Writing find you safe!
I must say you leaving
Was much harder then I
Thought it was going to be.
It wouldn’t be so bad if we hadn’t
Grew up together in a way.
I remember when you first
Moved here I hated to see you
Coming through the door I laugh when
I think back about it all now. I
Like the we “hated” each other so much
At one point their wasn’t anymore room
For “hate” that we had no choice to
Turn our hate for each other into love or maybe you realized i was just cool as hell and you didn’t have
Much of a choice but to like me and
Be nice to me. Or maybe you just wanted
To be as cool as me. Mom and uncle hub
Don’t won’t me to talk to you all that much I don’t
Think they’re afraid I might say something sweet
Enough to make you cry. So I won’t be e-mailing
You all that much when I do it’ll be our secret.
But I will admit I did look forward to the third weekend
Of every month I knew that’s when you, Ashley, and kylie unusually came home! so I will miss looking
Forward to that feeling of excitement! I pray
For you everyday and I ask Ashley about you everyday!
As I said maybe when everybody in the family has had a chance to chat with you on cam
And everything maybe I’ll
Get brave enough to talk
To you on the mic but I WON’T
Ever get on cam so you can see
My pretty ugly face!
I LOVE YOU AS YOU KNOW ALL TOO WELL!
Jul 13th 2007